outside the box

a hellishcat emerges from the unparalleled..
Tuesday, February 20, 2007

I stare. An empty gaze into nothing. Into an illusion of an object I see. And now I know and yet I don’t understand. And what is this in front of me? An image of an imaginary life. A lie. A terrible lie. I disgust. I pity. Thrown back into the thought again. Shadows and lullabies. Tomorrows said goodbye. And my memory fades and my movement halts. And I stare. A blank stare. Nothing to think about, nothing to do. No problems unsolved. No worries to befall. And yet in this small world within limitless boundaries, I found peace. And yet, the turmoil of an undeciphered heart wraps the question of yesterday and now.

Wind blows hard, still no muscles bound, bound to change. And so I drift together with the wind. And I won’t smile, and I won’t frown. I stretch my soul to touch the clouds and make it mine. And I tie it with my sorrow and I burn it with my misery. Let it die. Let it fade. Burst it into tears of rainy days’ summer and dry season’s winter. And I stare. Into an empty space and time. Movements gone. Following me down. And I drain an envelop lust for space. The void I see in front of me, asking to enter within. And I see another me, staring..

Meeeooowwwrrrrrr..

now, i dont have the right to call myself HellcatAVS.. *sigh*

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atomicvelvetsigh drank tea with Pandora @ 12:41 AM

14 Comments:

Mademoiselle Princesse said...: Be more Hellish! It's the answer! Mwhahahahahha! THERE IS NO VOID!!!; 2/20/07, 1:51 AM
Hellcat said...: Hellcat screams, screeches, shrieks, breathes, hollers, purrs, bellows, whispers, rattles, rambles, spits, stutters, cries, inhales as if suffocating and VOMITS! Hitting ScaredyCat on the head to wake me up from Her nightmare!

Ooops … deady bones! Pathetic last sigh!!
Glory to Hellcat's multiple clones!; 2/20/07, 5:01 AM
hairrrball said...: don't listen to her, i want you back in! hellcat is all hiss and hot air. meowwwwwwww.; 2/20/07, 11:19 AM
Tinkerbell said...: i'm not gazing inside, i'm rampaging! hairrrball who are you? atomiccottonasswipe who are you? i holler louder than hellcat and pee more. PEE ON YOU!!!!!!!; 2/20/07, 5:34 PM
atomicvelvetsigh said...: mademoiselle princesse.. but the void is what is keeping me alive.. the emptiness gives me powerrrrr..

hellcat.. *sigh *sigh.. my crushed up bones.. no spirit to crush tho..

hairrrball.. let me pop out that hot air inside hellcat.. but then again, the stench of hot air might not leave this room..

Tinkerbell.. peeing everywhere.. hellcat needs to discipline someone..; 2/21/07, 12:47 AM
Pussy Divine said...: Hellcat needs to discipline you. Gazing into nothing means nobody's home. Where did you go? Not to the hellbox. No, I didn't read it. yawn.............. You sound like you've given up....bye bye...don't let the door hit you on the way out. If you are there....hmmmm....hello?; 2/21/07, 7:34 AM
Hellcat said...: OH PEEEEEEASE *vomit*

NONE of us have souls!

*VOMIT*; 2/21/07, 1:32 PM
Hellcat said...: Hellcat HaiRRRball will be losing a life for his PATHETIC attempt to rampage ...; 2/22/07, 6:05 AM
atomicvelvetsigh said...: hellcat.. we all are soulless.. and poor li'l hairrrball.. tsk.. good thing we have spare lives. unless she used up 8 already. };-}; 2/22/07, 6:11 AM
atomicvelvetsigh said...: pussy divine.. i have disappeared into the forsakenness of my real world, walked the road of humans, ate the trash humans call food and got sick. terribly sick.. but sad to say the sickness didnt kill me to get me to hell. thus, i am still being corrupted by the enemies.. those two-legged hairless beings..; 2/22/07, 6:13 AM
Hellcat said...: Oh TRIPLE vomit! Firstly HaiRRRball is a BOY! Secondly, we are ALL sicker in the Sandbox than any Slaves, lastly ... if you visited the Sandbox you would discover you are also talking to yourself!!!

*VOMITVOMITVOMIT*; 2/23/07, 11:12 AM
atomicvelvetsigh said...: he, she, it.. hellcats have no gender.. but duh.. should i even care? bwahaha!

and yeah, i llloooove talking to myself.. and bite my nnnnnails at the same time! };-}; 2/23/07, 9:38 PM
Anonymous said...: Hehheheeee, who are all these crazy cell mates of yours? Change asylums and you might not talk to yourself and have beautiful nails like mine :); 2/28/07, 6:09 PM
atomicvelvetsigh said...: sorry but i have chronic onychophagia.. };-} bwaahharrrharrr

and these cell mates are locked up in their own prison called "reality".. reason for their dissociation..; 3/1/07, 12:04 AM