outside the box

a hellishcat emerges from the unparalleled..
Tuesday, February 20, 2007

I stare. An empty gaze into nothing. Into an illusion of an object I see. And now I know and yet I don’t understand. And what is this in front of me? An image of an imaginary life. A lie. A terrible lie. I disgust. I pity. Thrown back into the thought again. Shadows and lullabies. Tomorrows said goodbye. And my memory fades and my movement halts. And I stare. A blank stare. Nothing to think about, nothing to do. No problems unsolved. No worries to befall. And yet in this small world within limitless boundaries, I found peace. And yet, the turmoil of an undeciphered heart wraps the question of yesterday and now.

Wind blows hard, still no muscles bound, bound to change. And so I drift together with the wind. And I won’t smile, and I won’t frown. I stretch my soul to touch the clouds and make it mine. And I tie it with my sorrow and I burn it with my misery. Let it die. Let it fade. Burst it into tears of rainy days’ summer and dry season’s winter. And I stare. Into an empty space and time. Movements gone. Following me down. And I drain an envelop lust for space. The void I see in front of me, asking to enter within. And I see another me, staring..

Meeeooowwwrrrrrr..

now, i dont have the right to call myself HellcatAVS.. *sigh*

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atomicvelvetsigh drank tea with Pandora @ 12:41 AM 14 gazing outsiders

Gmail invites up for grabs!
Friday, February 09, 2007

i just recently updated my blogger membership and aquired a Gmail account to be able to. for those blogger account holders, you need this to upgrade.

and for that, i am giving away my available invites. ok, kiddies.. who wants a Gmail account? just leave a comment or email me. and yes, you guessed it! my email is..atomicvelvetsigh(at)g m a i l [.] com

ok, intentionally distorting the spaces for my email addy.. this is to aviod spam. ya'll kno that, of course! so bite me!

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atomicvelvetsigh drank tea with Pandora @ 3:33 AM 4 gazing outsiders